calvarious

CALVARIUS (Latin): 1. a hard-headed skull, covering a searching mind, 2. an obscure hill outside the gates, 3. a holy place where suffering is transformed to generate hope and wholeness. Calvary UMC is the first reconciling church of the carolinas, full of various saints and sinners. Here are the tender-hearted and hard-headed, stubbornly seeking grace, growth, and goodness -- just outside the gates of Bible-belt religion, graced and grateful, helping God to mend the world.

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Location: Durham, North Carolina

Monday, March 12, 2007

Good Enuf

  • What is a topic you would like to explore with the Holy?
  • What is challenging, distracting, boring you now?
  • What gives hope, courage, motivation now?
  • What would help?
  • What can you do to move on?

    Such were the leads for a journaling exercise. We had been coached at using repetition as a means of driving deeper, or shading meanings, or pestering, or whatever else repeated phrases do to the human (and divine?) psyche.

    In contemplation I became aware of difuseness, perfectionism, and other self-judging voices. What do I long to hear? A maternal message something like this....

    Good enuf is good enuf.
    Just make your bed and go.
    Good enuf is good enuf ~
    Say "no" when your heart means "no."

    Good enuf is good enuf
    if it steps you toward your goal.
    Good enuf is good enuf
    as you're climbing out of a hole.

    Good enuf is good enuf,
    bumping to-do's into "already done."
    So good enuf is good enuf,
    child. Go on and have some fun!

    ... and so I did. LHC <><